You think the problem is that you can’t trust yourself. But the truth is, you’ve been too trusting with the part of you that wants short-term sedation. 

That part has a 100% success rate at convincing you it’s the only way to survive. And you’ve never actually tested the theory that something else could work, because you don’t allow the test to last long enough to get data.

Trust Yourself More

You are stuck because your brain already knows what it needs, but there is a solution gap that you are unaware of—even though you are conscious of your actions. 

You are still clinging on to the old ways that don't work anymore.

Yet, you are unwilling to adopt new ways that will move the lever—which you know you should.

Embracing Change

Unpopular opinion: 

You are stuck because you chase excitement—and not fulfillment— and call it purpose. 

But fulfillment is slow, boring, and unsexy—so you never stick with it long enough to feel it.



You push people away when they show you real love—because it's unfamiliar and your nervous system is always suspicious of things you've never felt. 

But when they throw bread crumbs of attention, you cling on to them for dear life—even though it doesn't last and only gives you a momentary high.